`Cause I wanna start living my life..

That I hope that someone´s gonna call 
And tell me this night is over 
`Cause I wanna start living my life Before I get much older..

Maybe you all would consider it a joke
If I say that I hate myself
But now and then
When I look into the mirror
All I see is a big mistake
-And wouldn´t you
Well, I just wanna be fun
Just wanna be the one
Who makes you smile
Well, I just wanna believe
That I could be something to someone
- Am I the only one around here,
Who´s not gonna live my life in fear?

I don´t understand you! 
- And why would you?
Can you tell me what is on your mind? 
- I don´t have words to say How much I think I owe you, 
- We ain´t gonna live our lives in fear..